one year had passed

one year had passed.
but it seems like just happened yesterday.
we miss you.

a photo from the past. we looked so happy at that moment.

爱一个人需要缘份.


如果我们不分离,我不会发现最后还是最爱你...
无法把你忘了...
无法回到那天...
我多么想和你见一面,
看看你最近改变...
我一个人静静听着音乐, 偶尔想起你还是会掉眼泪...
我脑海中有属于你的旋律, 特别的好听.
这样爱过一个人是多幸福的事情 .



真的就是你吗?
还有可能吗?

Thoughts

Its been a while since i update my blog.

... Life is just like this. What else can i said. 

Living aimlessly. Looking for a right direction.

Blah blah blah.

Misses Jeffrey. Never see him for a week.

In fact, there is much to update. Just kinda lazy to write. Hohoho. 

Sometimes in life, you will think how you value in someone's eye

But somehow when you know the fact, it doesn't feel good. 

Heart-ache. In reality, it is cruel and make sure you don't trust anyone. 

Have to keep this in mind. Yet again and again, it happened. Maybe, I'm the one having some problems. Haha. 

Argh~~~~ Seriously hope that i can live in my own world without anyone. Just myself. It will be good. Haha. Bullshit. =)

Jeffrey is coming back this week. =)

有时候，真的觉得好累，好绝望.

不知道自己活着的意义是什么.

 

寂寞...是必然的了

寂寞难耐

大家对感情总是有所抱怨，寂寞像是一种人人都有的习惯...



爱情是最辛苦的等待，爱情是最遥远的未来

the reason why

So tell me can this really work

I know we're moving fast
We're running from the past
I'm holding on before it fades away



There's a reason why they say that we should give it time
But time is not enough



you gonna be back. miss you damn much.

missing you, seriously...

3 weeks of training. & off to India.
Hope everything goes smoothly for you.
Is hard to send you off.
Missing you.













~Sometimes the memories are worth the pain~

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot

And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won 
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open

错过的,永远是最美...

恋爱

原来,爱上一个人根本不可能有模糊的感觉,
那感觉是这么深刻且清楚,是极端的幸福与痛苦.
等待也是一种幸福.
思念也是一种幸福.
遇到不对的人,什么都不对,
遇到对人的,什么都对了.
这就是恋爱.

still love you

Yes!!! It's over!!! I have finally graduated! =)

End of my academic life. Another new chapter has began...

Yes. Finally, i have graduated.

However, is it a happy event? Even i don't know. Have no idea what i'm thinking at all.

Looking through past entries of my blog, many things have happened and changed.

Happy things, sad things, angry things, emo things...

Sometimes, just hope that time can turn back to where it first started.

To when i'm in primary school.

To when i'm in secondary school.

To when i'm in polytechnic.

To when i'm still with you.

To when i'm in love with you.

To when we have fun and laughter together.

To when we quarreled.

To when we still care for each others.

To when you are still here.

To when....

Is all left with regrets.

For many things that have happened.

Know that there's no way to turn back.

Dilemma

It's only when we truly know and understand that we have a limited time on earth -- and that we have no way of knowing when our time is up -- that we will begin to live each day to the fullest, as if it was the only one we had.

- Elisabeth Kubler-Ross

you have become someone, who matters to me

Say what you need to say. Don't regret it.

Sky of love

if i could turn back time...
i would still want to meet you...
love you...

MrBrown Show Production: The Wave Song (With Lyric and Sing along)

time is unkind. even though i do not want it to pass, time flows swiftly...

everyone is flawed in someway, but what they create or are can still be lovely.

A: "Do you like studying? I'm amazed you can understand these complex things."
B: "Not really... It's a way easier than people and stuff."
B: "There's always an answer. And it can be correct."
B: "You can't apply formulas or definitions on humans."

爱情只是人类体内的催产素作祟...
命运只能说是机率很低的偶然...

Pleasure of love lasts but a moment, Pain of love lasts a lifetime

A million words would not bring you back, I know because I tried, neither would a million tears, I know because I cried.





You never were and you never will be mine

命运不会主动放弃一个人，除非人先松开手。在真爱面前退缩，说好听是谦让，其实是懦弱。
好后悔，人生若能再重来……

不管缓慢还是匆忙 世界都一样
每当听 见时钟滴答不停往前走
忽然发现熟悉街景又换了脸庞
爱被时间化上新妆 模糊了模样
想起你时有风轻轻扬
把你吹向更远的地方

那 是无尽透明的思念
轻薄像空气渗透进我的心
每次呼吸也许都是叹息
却更像在呼唤你

朋友 一生一起走
那些日子 不再有
忘忧草忘了就好

希望与失望就像轮回交替,在每个人的身上来去聚散.
阳光不会永远停留给同一个人,偶来的阴霾需要勇气面对.

lostwhatmatteredmost

inmydream

What do I do. I keep having a bad thoughts.
I'm sorry

I know that I can't be like this
If I say that it's a lie, a lie
Will my heart go back
Tears fall
I can't even look at you because I'm so sorry
My heart hurts
What do I say first
i can't think

Dootdooo Dootdootdoo Dootdooloo Dootdoot Dootdoo
bbamba bbambamba

You keep making me have bad thoughts
The heart that's forgetting you
Is not a good heart to me
It's such a bad heart
It's a bad heart. It's a bad heart
Our love will never go away.. never

Making me have bad thoughts
The heart that's forgetting you
Is not a good heart to me
It's such a bad heart
It's a bad heart. it's a bad heart
Erasing our love.. it's such a bad thought

I don't like farewells..
Just breaking up with you.. I don't like it even if i die

Kindly
Just think of me kindly
Warmly
If you just say one word
I have no other wish

Dootdooo Dootdootdoo Dootdooloo Dootdoot Dootdoo
bbamba bbambamba

You keep making me have bad thoughts
The heart that's forgetting you
Is not a good heart to me
It's such a bad heart
It's a bad heart. it's a bad heart
Our love will never go away.. Never

Making me have bad thoughts
The heart that's forgetting you
Is not a good heart to me
It's such a bad heart
It's a bad heart. It's a bad heart
Erasing our love.. it's such a bad thought

"What happens when he's your prince charming, but you're not his cinderella?"

Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes... just be an illusion.

canweturnbacktheclock...

Guy A: How did you know she was special?
Guy B: Is an answer really needed for this question? ...when I realized it, she was already special to me. She can't be compared with anyone else.


I got a feeling I'm not the only one
I still haven't found what I'm looking for
I feel I'm nothing in your eyes
It makes me feel like giving up
there's nothing more to say
Nothing but shattered dreams, shattered dreams
Feel like i could run away, run away
From this empty heart

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
Standing on top of the edge it feels like it's going down
Everything stays in my mind feeling in a daze on the ground
Feels like it's gonna give life's to hard to live anymore

In the pain is there is healing
I may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten my way home
You said that I will, I'll be ok

不管人们怎么感叹时间的无情,时间永远不会等人...

心若被伤了, 该怎么做才能让它痊愈呢?
心若被撕碎了, 要如何才能让它完好如初呢?

想笑! 笑自己的愚蠢!
可为什么止不住那如泉水般涌出的泪水呢?
讨厌, 讨厌!!!

from all the pain and turns into hope and moving on without forgetting

The stars lean down to kiss you,
And I lie awake I miss you,
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'll send a postcard to you dear,
Cause I wish you were here.

I watch the night turn light blue,
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.

I'll find repose in new ways,
Though I haven't slept in two days,
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
But drenched in Vanilla twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.

As many times as I blink I'll think of you... tonight.
I'll think of you tonight.

When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I'll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won't forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here.

事事难以预料

事事难以预料
是命中注定?
始终还是逃不过这关...

在这除夕,
明明就是合家团圆的日子,
你却离我们而去...

当我们回去的一路上
心里不知为何辛酸,难受...

年初一,
当烟花, 炮竹在黑暗的天空亮起
我们的心中各有种失落...

看着你们失落和哭红的双眼
我不知道如何安慰你们...
心里根不知道如何形容...

我们十个表姐弟...
少了你...
愿你安息吧...

no mood for Chinese New Year this year.

when the unexpected happened......

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
I hadn't told you then
I thought I loved you then

fated to pretend

Pontoon, Roulette, Blackjack, Baccarat =) Addicted.

I keep on running?
I keep on hurting?
So deep inside
Where have all the good times gone?
I guess i thought you'd be here forever
But it is just another illusion i chose to create
You don't know what you got until it's gone
And i found out just a little too late
You're a hard habit to break
After all of these days
I'm still trying to shake it
But they say that it just takes time
Deep in the night it's just an endless flight
I can't get you out of my mind
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
It's only time that heals the pain




I'm just tired and bored with myself
Busy working, have not start my dissertation.
Please slap me, give me a push, anything.
Just make me do it!!!

怕痛的人, 只要痛过一次,
就不会想再一次承受那种痛苦.
我不知道你是不是也是这种人?
把眼睛蒙住, 就以为可以什么都看不见,
但是, 现实并非如此的简单, 痛苦不会因为逃避就消失不见.

把眼睛张开, 你将会发现, 被你摒弃在外的并非只有痛苦而已,
还有很多的关心与爱。
有吗?