Monday, December 29, 2008

whyitcomeslikethis.
ihateit.
ireallyhateit.
ihateeverything!
whatthefuck!
ireallyreallyhateit.
willilosemystand?
willichooseapaththatiwillregret?
imnotsure.
whyyouwanttoforcemetochoosethispath.
ireallyhateit.


JUST KILL ME, PLEASE.

Boy is the BEST!!!

updating my blog everyday...
it meanssss = bored, too much free time.
WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING THE HOLIDAY???!!!
but soon im going to lose my free time and not much time blogging.
ARGHHHHH!!!
watching boy doing his "HOMEWORK" now.
so much to my surprise. )-0_0-(
Haha. (^ ^)
But right here, im disturbing him. YES!!! DISTURBING HIM!!! \(^o^)/
Talking crap with him, tune my music to the loudest. Whaha. (n.n)
But a great thanks to him for making me feeling better.
Though he keep giving me this kind of face ---> (-_-)(-_-¤)
Haha.
My first time seeing his serious face. Making me wanna laugh. 不习惯. Haha.
Shall end here. Continue to disturb him le. Lalalalalala....

Sunday, December 28, 2008

take it all away

If only I could find the answer

what on earth am i here for???

Saturday, December 27, 2008

Beauty Pop

Just complete reading Beauty Pop. Photobucket
What is it all about? A truly gifted hairstylist, Kiri Koshiba, has no interest in using her talent to pursue fame and fortune, unlike the three popular (and cute!) boys in the "Scissors Project" at school. The boys give showy makeovers to handpicked girls, determined to become the best makeover team in Japan. As much as Kiri tries to get away from the Scissors Project spotlight, she finds herself responding to beauty's call...
Thumb-up! Photobucket




"It doesn't matter whoever it is. As long as I can be hugged by a guy, it doesn't matter to me. Because staying all by myself hurts me more than anything. Yet, when he appeared... my world changed."

Friday, December 26, 2008

Thursday, December 25, 2008

你知道吗?

暗恋, 世界上最苦涩的滋味。
越在乎对方,就越说不出心底堆垒的情感,苦闷唯有往肚里吞。
...你从不知道,我想做的不只是朋友...
你知道吗?
我想做的不只是朋友...

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Sunday, December 21, 2008

Monday, December 15, 2008

15=40+40+5+2



a part of an article i took. (ps: sorry, image is blur)

15=40+40+5+2

?????

Friday, December 12, 2008

I can tell you,
I hate this part right here.
I hate this part right here. (\_/)
.: 2+2=4 but so is 2x2 :: Life has Many Answers :: Not everything is Simple :.

End of examinations.
Not feeling happy nor relax.
Reality is so cruel and terrible.

But anyway, congra to Xueli,
"You know what i mean"
Mysterious Mr. A.
Haiz. I need to 加多点油了. (<_>)
Lol. `(•.°)~

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Exams = Sales

i just dun like exams.=(

Warehouse Sales!!!!
  • G2000 ( Till 8 Dec)
  • Johnson & Johnson (From 2 Dec to 4 Dec)
  • Girordano ( Till 2 Dec)
  • Meiji ( From 6 Dec to 7 Dec)
  • BYSI ( From 5 Dec to 8 Dec)

I got no time for them. Exams start on 9 Dec.

Friday, November 28, 2008

"I don't want to be me."

timeofmylife

It doesn't matter anymore,
I guess things happen for a reson.
Tears eventually fade &
one day everything will be exactly
how its supposed to be moving on is a process
& you have to promise yourself that your really ready to let go.
letting go???


27/11/2008
Happi Bday Photobucketto our princess, Xueli.
Through these years, you become more prettier and lovable.
Stay happy always.Photobucket
And may everything goes smoothly for you.

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

happibirthday

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO JEFFREY

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

stressed=desserts yumyum. so now you know. When you are stressed, you need to eat desserts. (^^)




the big beer ad

an ad share by my lecturer, Porfessor Warden
& i shall share with you all.

it attracted me, Interesting!!!
cheers!!! \(^^)/

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

我们的这一家

Japanese cartoon : 我们的这一家.

Shared by Professor Warden.

Interesting!

Gotta Be Somebody

See the stone set in your eyes
See the thorn twist in your side
I wait for you
Sleight of hand and twist of fate
And I wait without you
Through the storm we reach the shore
You give it all but I want more
And I'm waiting for you
With or without you
I can't live

Monday, November 17, 2008

(^o^)(\_/)(<_>)\(^o^)/(-_-¤)(@_@)

Life is like a roll of toilet paper.
The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes.


eeee. kinda of disgusting. Photobucket

im trying my best le.
really. but it made me miss you more & more.

Saturday, November 15, 2008

d(*⌒▽⌒*)b

Recieved an email from you.
You know who you are hor. (^_~)
Is you. That right! is YOU~~


For you:
When i hurt you know,
when i cry you make me smile,
our friendship grows with eachother.
Thank you for staying by my side.


Cheers, my friend. ( ゚ ヮ゚)
♪┏(・o・)┛♪┗ ( ・o・) ┓♪┏ ( ) ┛♪┗ (・o・ ) ┓♪

Thursday, November 13, 2008

will you cry for me if i die?
will you?
i wonder...
im scared.
im going to lost control of myself.
im not sure what am i doing.
if i do something...

Trust? Can you trust anyone?

Life is Hard. [ Yes, indeed. Im getting tired of my life. So restless.]

Love is Strange. [ Maybe. Weird. Chemistry??? I failed mine.]

Nothing Lasts. [ Forever=Bullshit to me.]

People Change. [ Totally agree. I change alot. Whahha. (^^)]

People are talking just a little too much. [ Not much interaction among people. Pls not. I will be bored. I just love talking. Talking, talking, talkinggggg \(^^)/ but not everyone I want to talk to.]

You will never know who to trust. [ People are hard to guess/know what they are thinking even your close ones. Don't ever trust anyone. We are all the best actors/ actresses. YEAH!!!]

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Sunday, October 26, 2008

When life throws you lemons,you take it back and demand an orange!

Im a liar.
Im so suck.
Always say that I want to be skinner.
& yet...


LOOK:
Korean BBQ~~
Say Bye Bye To Dieting.
=(
But is yummy.
=)
Shall exercise more then...
~Im lying~ =X
but thanks to Jing Pei's aunt for the treat.


Bbbbrrrrr~~
Is so c...o...o...l...d...
but smilez...

Life is difficult,
Full of obstacles
And challenges
But when you fall down,
Stand up, rub off the dirt
And ask ,"Who the hell pushed me?!"
=)



Friday, October 24, 2008

Jama shinai-deyo!

im feel tired about this.
and is all so shitty!!!

Gatagata itten-ja nëyo!

Thursday, October 23, 2008

What going on???

Marketing Research doesnt make your day. =(
Surveys, focus group, analysis...
I don't like it.

celebration of Janice's 21st birthday photos
21 dishes of food.
Is so FULL.
check it out : http://xuexue88.blogspot.com/
credits: Pretty Xueli

celebration of my birthday photos
check it out: http://xuexue88.blogspot.com/
credits: Pretty Xueli
& thank you for the wonderful birthday gift,
and another for the thought.
Thanks so much for my wonderful birthday! \(^o^)/
Especially to
Ling Wei, Siok Mei, Deborah, Wen Quan, Sharon, Shun Hui, Janice, Amy, Charlene, Daniel, Huiyi, Julie, Jing Pei, Li Qin, Eewen, Shaun, Wanyi, Xueli, Jun Wen, Eunice.



Problems uploading photos.


Behind each scar there's a story.
Behind each tear there's a reason.
And behind each lie there's the grieving unwanted truth.

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Again run away from home.
This isn't a place for me.
Where should i belong to?
Always wonder...

Raining.
Just because nobody will know im crying.

Is it???
Everything happens for a reason.
Is it???
Sometimes when i say "im fine"
I just want someone to look me in the eye and say "tell the truth"

Will you???

Am i lightheaded
Because im not dead or because im still alive?
I can't escape myself.

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emo-ing =(

Happi Birthday to Me.

Thanks everyone for the present and celebrate.
Update more later.

Currently no mood to do anything.

Saturday, October 18, 2008

Night is still early???

There are only two ways to live your life;
One is as though nothing is a miracle.
The other is as though everything is.

Market(ing) Research

Last lecture of MR.
sad (T_T) (<_>)
My lecturer above.
Omg, He is GOOD!!!
Just love his lectures. d^_^b
Tutorials for the next 2 weeks.
Will i survive through???
Figuring... eeemmmmm....
Bless. (v_v)




more photos upcoming...
stay tuned. =)

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Market(ing) Research

WHAT MOTIVATE ME TO STUDY???

I just fall in LOVE with Market(ing) Research.
Is just so so so fascinating.
\(^^)/
Schooling everyday.
It just make my day.
Wahaha. =)

My new idol. =)
You know who is him!!!

Saturday, October 11, 2008

再后悔也没有用了

有那么一对情侣.
女孩很漂亮,非常善解人意,偶尔时不时出些坏点子耍耍男孩.
男孩很聪明,也很懂事,最主要的一点..幽默感很强.
总能在2个人相处中找到可以逗女孩发笑的方式.
女孩很喜欢男孩这种乐天派的心情.
他们一直相处不错,女孩对男孩的感觉,淡淡的,说男孩象自己的亲人.
男孩对女孩爱甚深,非常非常在乎她.所以每当吵架的时候,男孩都会说是自己不好,自己的错.
即使有时候真的不怪他的时候,他也这么说.
他不想让女孩生气.
就这样过5年,男孩仍然非常爱女孩,象当初一样.
有一个周末,女孩出门办事,男孩本来打算去找女孩,但是一听说她有事,就打消了这个念头
.他在家里呆了一天,他没有联系女孩,他觉得女孩一直在忙,自己不好去打 扰 他.
谁知女孩在忙的时候,还想着男孩,可是一天没有接到男孩的消息,她很生气.
晚上回家后,发了条信息给男孩,话说得很重.甚至提到了分手.
当时是晚上12点.
男孩心急如焚,打女孩手机,连续打了3次,都给挂断了.
打家里电话没人接,猜想 是 女孩把电话线拔了.
男孩抓起衣服就出门了,他要去女孩家.
当时是12点25.
女孩在12点40的时候又接到了男孩的电话,从手机打来的,她又给挂断了.
一夜无话.
男孩没有再给女孩打电话.
第2天,女孩接到男孩母亲的电话,电话那边声泪俱下.
男孩昨晚出了车祸.
警方说是车速过快导致刹车不急,撞到了一辆坏在半路的大货车.
救护车到的时候,人已经不行了.
女孩心痛到哭不出来,可是再后悔也没有用了.
她只能从点滴的回忆中来怀念男孩带给她的欢乐和幸福.
女孩强忍悲痛来到了事故车停车场,她想看看男孩呆过的最后的地方.
车已经撞得完全不成样子. 方向盘上,仪表盘上,还沾有男孩的血迹.
男孩的母亲把男孩当时身上的遗物给了女孩,钱包,手表,还有那部沾满了男孩鲜血的手机
女孩翻开钱包,里面有她的照片,血渍浸透了大半张.
当女孩拿起男孩的手表的时候,赫然发现,手表的指针停在12点35分附近.
女孩瞬间明白了,男孩在出事后还用最后一丝力气给她打电话,而她自己却因为还在堵气没有接.
男孩再也没有力气去拨第2遍电话了,他带着对女孩的无限眷恋和内疚走了.
女孩永远不知道,男孩想和她说的最后一句话是什么.
女孩也明白,不会再有人会比这个男孩,更爱她了!

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Birthday wish

Today is Your Birthday!!!



A VERY SPECIAL DAY, lasted for A DAY ONLY and then vanishing FOREVER!!!!!!!

And in this 24 Hour BIRTHDAY , you will have...

ONLY 60 Seconds to make the ONE CHOICE...

that will affect you, your loved ones, and in fact will affect the ENTIRE WORLD AS YOU KNOW IT for the next 365 DAYS.

ONE THOUGHT TO CHANGE THE RIVER OF YOUR LIFE FOR ONE ENTIRE YEAR!

SO WHAT YOU ARE WISHING FOR?????




World peace???
Wealth $$$$???
Back in time???


I wished to be just where I am, right here with all of you,
And in that wish I also wished, just to be myself.
Wish that everyone around me is filled with happiness and joy.
Wish that everyone is happy as they are. =)
I wish you are happy and be who i used to know as. Im sorry.

Monday, October 6, 2008

Random...

Random entriessss....




vampires family...
love the taste of blooooddddd.
yum yum

Just don't envy me.
You just can't win me.
Haha. Got my portrait up on the gallery.
Whahaha. Im such a beauty. (-.-)zzZ


New car!!!
Latest design!!!
Damn it.
\(^o^)/ Thumb up!!!
I wanna it!!!!!!
Oho!
You know when it's Oho!
CEO, Finance Manager, Secretary ( Below)


Company Photo!!!
No 1
Back row: Marketing VP, Finance VP, Foreign Market Analyst, Secretary
Front row: Finance Manager, CEO, HR VP


No 2
You're being captured!!!
Please STOPPP all these stupid actions...



Nice & Pretty Oho!





An accident we saw when doing our project.

Bad.







" Yeah! Im King of Mask!!!

Join me and experience the beauty of mask..."

Saturday, October 4, 2008

NOTHING GOES RIGHT! EVERYTHING IS WRONG!

finally, everything came to the end.
is it the end or just the begining?
is only the 3rd week but it just felt like a month had past.
everything will be better. =)


a girl who is too sad to give a FUCK.

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Your presence in my life brings wonderful smiles and loving thoughts within my heart

Love Photobucketis when you take away the feeling, the passion, the romance-
and you find out you still care for that person.

PhotobucketLoving you has been the best thing to ever happen to me! Photobucket
Thinking of You!

Sunday, September 28, 2008

Life is dead =(

Photobucket Bought a new Lappy. BenQPhotobucket
Sick now. =(
Feel so horrible. =(

Brain Dead.
& F1 ended.
Williams~~~ Nico Rosberg
http://www.nicorosberg.com/ Photobucket

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Losing control and i cannot cope. Feeling so lost, in this isolated world.

Ask yourself:

Does it hurt more to die?
Or hurt more to stay alive?

Suicide is a long-term solution to a short-term problem.=)

Sunday, September 21, 2008

告诉我一个不会结束的故事
告诉我这是没有再见的夏天
阳光转动着影子但幸福像个梦
天很空心很浓
寂寞海啸把我卷走
用一段感情换一个朋友
每一句再见割一道伤口
告诉我不需要思念
心很空泪很重
我知道你已经走远
一切都会改变
倘若说放一次手
就像咳一个嗽
我又何苦在乎得不到的温柔
我坐在公路的出口
等待天黑以后无边的寂寞
连想你都是种残酷切磋
游不出回忆却学不会放手
怎么走
不是爱或不爱都能随口说
我爱你我恨你
我只靠想念赶不走寂寞
春变成秋天爱变成雨天
天一年在转眼之间
我从前的笑脸深埋在心里面
爱还剩下什么值得纪念
我不要再怀念
被复制的爱情戴着面无表情
爱已到底我不是自己
被忽视的心情跟随你而阴晴
说很简单但是做却很难

今天的风景会不会不一样
能不能就停止悲伤
我的心却像在荒漠般苍凉
我会自己停止再想你
忧伤会一天天不见
我想就快能回到我世界

Thursday, September 18, 2008

till now. will everything works out fine?

I MISS MY DATE WITH ZHOUUUU GONGGGGG!!!

zzZZZZZZ
what have i been doing?
slp late, wake up early.
going dead soon.
not yet a week for my new school
& here im... tired,slpy, oh my gosh!!!
wondering what i been doing???
school from 9 to 5 plus.
back home, facing computer till i slept.
OH NO!!!
HORRIBLE!!!
TERRIBLE!!!


I NEED SLP TIME!!!
& plsssssss...
hope i will be doing better.

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Sometimes The Hardest Thing To Do Is To Be Happy For Someone Else....

Turning around and running off

I want to go and chase after you but

the loneliness of evening swallowed that kind of courage


I want to love you but i can't, because you belong to someone who is better than me

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Night Timezzzzz

Just catch Boys over Flowers.
So-so.
Quite de~~~(-_-)
Watch it @ Lido.
The sound system is so F* (>_<)
Sometimes, was too LOUD.
Sometimes, was too soft.
LOL. (--)'''
q(-_-)p
Tired. Life, gets boring.x_x
(-.-)zzZ

It's just that we don't tell everything..right??!:)

正義の味方aka Seigi no Mikata 2008
Summary
15-year-old Yoko, a young girl who is constantly tormented by her self-centered and devilish older sister Makiko, who works for a government office after having graduated from a famous university. But despite her ill nature, Makiko's actions tend to somehow make things better for those around her, causing others to praise her as an "ally of justice."
Thumbs up!Photobucket
Free, catch it.
It's so hard to say, 'i love you' and not draw back in tears.
It's so hard to know that the phone's at reach, but i cant hear your voice.
Want to scream how much i love you but hold back and not be heard.
Going for movie tomorrow.
Hope everything will get better, I pray. \(^^)/

Sunday, September 7, 2008

Lost all hope


Slacking---Slacker---Slacking---Slacker
emo-ing, am i?
keep wondering...
too free liao, that why.

Wish i could tell you now, but i don't know how.
I damn damn freaking missing you.
Sometimes hiding your feelings is better than showing it.
The saddest thing in life is loving someone who used to love you.

I try to look up to get past what happened..
only to be drowned by my tears..

I think it's kinda funny,
I think its kinda sad,
That the dreams in which I'm dying,
are the best I ever have.

Saturday, September 6, 2008

Boys Over Flowers The Movie (2008)

For those who like Boys Over Flowers
The MOVIEEEE ISSSSS OUTTTTTT!!!Photobucket


PhotobucketMovie PlotPhotobucket

The film is set one year after Tsukushi Makino's graduation. The story focuses on a major incident that the five main characters become involved in, while also depict the ups and downs of Tsukushi and Tsukasa's relationship.


Release Date:
4th September 2008

Running Time:
130 mins

Friday, September 5, 2008

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Heyhey

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End of WORK
Start of my HOLIDAY
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Just return back from Malaysia.
Enjoy myself very much. Is so long since the last trip to Grandma's house.
Love the wanton noodles, love the scenery, love the everything.
Is much better in S'pore.
No worry, no everything.
Just forget everything.
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Saturday, went to Top 1 with Charlene, Sharon and Karene.
Oh my gosh, is so wonderful. Better than others.Photobucket
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Going back to school soon. Lets enjoy the life till the best.
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