也许只是因为害怕

假装——己已经不在意孩提时代留下的伤痕, 假装自己一切都好, 假装自己灿烂的笑容下不曾潜藏一丝丝阴影.
可其实伤痕一直都在, 或许稍稍淡去了, 但偶尔抚上, 依旧痛得教人发慌.
大概是因为年纪愈长, 发现自己愈懂得假装, 也渐渐发现身边的朋友大如此.
如果每个长大的人, 心灵都是伤痕累累, 那么, 谁是那个在我心上留下伤口的人?
我又曾在谁的心上划下一道?那个人会痊愈吗?我会痊愈吗?
因为怕受伤, 于是不去爱, 于是拒绝爱我的人, 这样的我, 能得到幸福吗?
幸福会不会永远只是天上的星星?

因为, 我永远不敢尝试伸手去抓.

人生就是如此,充满了无法预料的变化.当碰到了,就只能乖乖接受,因为你根本反抗不了,也改变不了.那些别人一时兴起的行为,却足以让你的人生改变！

Someone found the future
as a statue in a fountain at
Attention looking backward
In a bowl of water wishes with a blue songbird
on his shoulder who keeps singing over everything
Everything means nothing to me
I picked up the song
and found my picture in the paper
The reflection in the water shouted
"are you men still trying to salute
People from a time when he was
Everything he's supposed to be?"

Everything means nothing to me

是不甘？是不舍？还是不愿，寂寞，空虚？又或者是发神经。我不知道。

爱情这东西，象个倔强的小孩，你越压抑，它就越反叛。
但我没有办法，只能将它封印起来。若是任由它发展，它会在我心里肆意妄为。

如果……一个人，能让你的爱从天堂掉入地狱，那，就是520..

Express yourself

When life is a bitter pill to swallow
You gotta hold on to what you believe
Believe that the sun will shine tomorrow
This ain't about our living in a fantasy
This ain't about giving up or giving in
Can't escape
I just can't go on
It's already been too long
I don't like reality
It's way too clear to me

So sick and tired


come on~~~
i just hate assignment.
my head is in a blank.
2 more companies.
why can't everything goes smoothly...
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