Lost all hope

Slacking---Slacker---Slacking---Slacker
emo-ing, am i?
keep wondering...
too free liao, that why.

Wish i could tell you now, but i don't know how.
I damn damn freaking missing you.
Sometimes hiding your feelings is better than showing it.
The saddest thing in life is loving someone who used to love you.

I try to look up to get past what happened..
only to be drowned by my tears..

I think it's kinda funny,
I think its kinda sad,
That the dreams in which I'm dying,
are the best I ever have.