I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
Standing on top of the edge it feels like it's going down
Everything stays in my mind feeling in a daze on the ground
Feels like it's gonna give life's to hard to live anymore

In the pain is there is healing
I may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten my way home
You said that I will, I'll be ok

不管人们怎么感叹时间的无情,时间永远不会等人...

心若被伤了, 该怎么做才能让它痊愈呢?
心若被撕碎了, 要如何才能让它完好如初呢?

想笑! 笑自己的愚蠢!
可为什么止不住那如泉水般涌出的泪水呢?
讨厌, 讨厌!!!

from all the pain and turns into hope and moving on without forgetting

The stars lean down to kiss you,
And I lie awake I miss you,
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'll send a postcard to you dear,
Cause I wish you were here.

I watch the night turn light blue,
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.

I'll find repose in new ways,
Though I haven't slept in two days,
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
But drenched in Vanilla twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.

As many times as I blink I'll think of you... tonight.
I'll think of you tonight.

When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I'll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won't forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here.

事事难以预料

事事难以预料
是命中注定?
始终还是逃不过这关...

在这除夕,
明明就是合家团圆的日子,
你却离我们而去...

当我们回去的一路上
心里不知为何辛酸,难受...

年初一,
当烟花, 炮竹在黑暗的天空亮起
我们的心中各有种失落...

看着你们失落和哭红的双眼
我不知道如何安慰你们...
心里根不知道如何形容...

我们十个表姐弟...
少了你...
愿你安息吧...

no mood for Chinese New Year this year.

when the unexpected happened......

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
I hadn't told you then
I thought I loved you then

fated to pretend

Pontoon, Roulette, Blackjack, Baccarat =) Addicted.

I keep on running?
I keep on hurting?
So deep inside
Where have all the good times gone?
I guess i thought you'd be here forever
But it is just another illusion i chose to create
You don't know what you got until it's gone
And i found out just a little too late
You're a hard habit to break
After all of these days
I'm still trying to shake it
But they say that it just takes time
Deep in the night it's just an endless flight
I can't get you out of my mind
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
It's only time that heals the pain




I'm just tired and bored with myself
Busy working, have not start my dissertation.
Please slap me, give me a push, anything.
Just make me do it!!!