when the unexpected happened......

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
I hadn't told you then
I thought I loved you then

fated to pretend

Pontoon, Roulette, Blackjack, Baccarat =) Addicted.

I keep on running?
I keep on hurting?
So deep inside
Where have all the good times gone?
I guess i thought you'd be here forever
But it is just another illusion i chose to create
You don't know what you got until it's gone
And i found out just a little too late
You're a hard habit to break
After all of these days
I'm still trying to shake it
But they say that it just takes time
Deep in the night it's just an endless flight
I can't get you out of my mind
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
It's only time that heals the pain




I'm just tired and bored with myself
Busy working, have not start my dissertation.
Please slap me, give me a push, anything.
Just make me do it!!!

怕痛的人, 只要痛过一次,
就不会想再一次承受那种痛苦.
我不知道你是不是也是这种人?
把眼睛蒙住, 就以为可以什么都看不见,
但是, 现实并非如此的简单, 痛苦不会因为逃避就消失不见.

把眼睛张开, 你将会发现, 被你摒弃在外的并非只有痛苦而已,
还有很多的关心与爱。
有吗?

Loss of a Loved One

Yes, it happening; it happened, and now we’re trying to figure out how life works, with a pivotal part of it gone.

we love you
we miss you

thank you

这是个秘密除了我之外, 无人知晓的秘密...

如果不曾遇见你, 该有多好.
我常常这么想, 若是不曾与你相遇, 那么我就不会懂爱情的滋味.
这种滋味, 我不想品尝, 更不想去体会.
所以, 若是不曾认识你, 该有多好.
可是, 若是真的不认识你, 我是不是真的会开心许多呢?
我不知道, 这个答案我从不敢去探寻.
拒绝你, 抵抗你, 远离你... 是我唯一能做的.
是的, 我是个胆小鬼.
畏惧爱情的胆小鬼.

夜里传来雨的声音
轻轻拨动心的旋律
情不自禁想起你
那些甜蜜的回忆
总是不小心就淋湿了我的眼睛
爱情需要一些呼吸
偶尔保持一点距离
回到朋友的关系
任你自由的来去
从此想念你只能放在我心里
你还爱我吗
一直好想问你这句话
却又怕 听到你真实的回答
你还爱我吗
为何你总是不说话
眼看我为爱不爱挣扎
你爱我吗
好久没有你的消息
心里还惦记着你
在这冷冷的夜里
感觉那么的熟悉
好想再见你想听听你的声音
感情的路总让人好无助
我会学着面对独处
给深爱的你祝福