Loss of a Loved One

Yes, it happening; it happened, and now we’re trying to figure out how life works, with a pivotal part of it gone.

we love you
we miss you

thank you

这是个秘密除了我之外, 无人知晓的秘密...

如果不曾遇见你, 该有多好.
我常常这么想, 若是不曾与你相遇, 那么我就不会懂爱情的滋味.
这种滋味, 我不想品尝, 更不想去体会.
所以, 若是不曾认识你, 该有多好.
可是, 若是真的不认识你, 我是不是真的会开心许多呢?
我不知道, 这个答案我从不敢去探寻.
拒绝你, 抵抗你, 远离你... 是我唯一能做的.
是的, 我是个胆小鬼.
畏惧爱情的胆小鬼.

夜里传来雨的声音
轻轻拨动心的旋律
情不自禁想起你
那些甜蜜的回忆
总是不小心就淋湿了我的眼睛
爱情需要一些呼吸
偶尔保持一点距离
回到朋友的关系
任你自由的来去
从此想念你只能放在我心里
你还爱我吗
一直好想问你这句话
却又怕 听到你真实的回答
你还爱我吗
为何你总是不说话
眼看我为爱不爱挣扎
你爱我吗
好久没有你的消息
心里还惦记着你
在这冷冷的夜里
感觉那么的熟悉
好想再见你想听听你的声音
感情的路总让人好无助
我会学着面对独处
给深爱的你祝福

结果呢? 结果还不是这样?

爱情是什么?
都是幻象虚空, 像易逝的流光一般, 一眨眼就变调了.
这个世界一点意思都没有, 到处充斥着欺骗, 虚假和多变.
人生有何趣味? 生命有何价值?
当你知道全世界都是个大谎言的时候, 存在又有什么意义?

这个世界上既然没有 [如果] 的存在, 又何必去探究 [如果] 的结果.
爱情一旦错过对的时间, 留下的只有深深的遗憾.

也许只是因为害怕

假装——己已经不在意孩提时代留下的伤痕, 假装自己一切都好, 假装自己灿烂的笑容下不曾潜藏一丝丝阴影.
可其实伤痕一直都在, 或许稍稍淡去了, 但偶尔抚上, 依旧痛得教人发慌.
大概是因为年纪愈长, 发现自己愈懂得假装, 也渐渐发现身边的朋友大如此.
如果每个长大的人, 心灵都是伤痕累累, 那么, 谁是那个在我心上留下伤口的人?
我又曾在谁的心上划下一道?那个人会痊愈吗?我会痊愈吗?
因为怕受伤, 于是不去爱, 于是拒绝爱我的人, 这样的我, 能得到幸福吗?
幸福会不会永远只是天上的星星?

因为, 我永远不敢尝试伸手去抓.

人生就是如此,充满了无法预料的变化.当碰到了,就只能乖乖接受,因为你根本反抗不了,也改变不了.那些别人一时兴起的行为,却足以让你的人生改变！

Someone found the future
as a statue in a fountain at
Attention looking backward
In a bowl of water wishes with a blue songbird
on his shoulder who keeps singing over everything
Everything means nothing to me
I picked up the song
and found my picture in the paper
The reflection in the water shouted
"are you men still trying to salute
People from a time when he was
Everything he's supposed to be?"

Everything means nothing to me

是不甘？是不舍？还是不愿，寂寞，空虚？又或者是发神经。我不知道。

爱情这东西，象个倔强的小孩，你越压抑，它就越反叛。
但我没有办法，只能将它封印起来。若是任由它发展，它会在我心里肆意妄为。

如果……一个人，能让你的爱从天堂掉入地狱，那，就是520..

Express yourself

When life is a bitter pill to swallow
You gotta hold on to what you believe
Believe that the sun will shine tomorrow
This ain't about our living in a fantasy
This ain't about giving up or giving in
Can't escape
I just can't go on
It's already been too long
I don't like reality
It's way too clear to me

So sick and tired


come on~~~
i just hate assignment.
my head is in a blank.
2 more companies.
why can't everything goes smoothly...
relapse

words,words,words,

i need more WORDS!!!
yes, more WORDS!!!

CRAP IT. I MEAN IT~~~

oh gosh~~

其实不过是一场遇见……

何谓友情？也许朋友就是在回忆里也能让你感到喜悦的人吧。
就算失去了消息，就算永远也不会再见，至少还有记忆中嘴边的微笑。

bullshit!!!

nothing else matters

怎么样才能让时间倒流
不要再让自己的眼泪流
一个人确实好难过
思念是一种痛
没有你叫我怎么活
身边充满诱惑
不坚定就容易犯错

我们的故事真难忘
太多的回忆和希望
不管它有多疯狂
我愿意一生收藏

tiramisu~~~

据说在二次大战时,一位士兵要前往战场,
他的妻子在为他准备干粮当时物资匮乏取不出什么东西来,
结果他的妻子就将饼干、巧克力、酪等东西全都和在一起制成了一道甜品.
那道甜品就叫提拉米苏。
之后每次士兵在吃糕点的时候就会想起家乡的妻子。
提拉米苏在义大利文叫‘Tiramisu’原文有‘带我走’的涵义意
指带走的不只是甜品还有爱和幸福...

Enjoy The Silence

K. finally my blog can function le.
Got several problems with uploading photos and video clips. =(


School reopens last week.
Having lectures of retail location.
=( Don't understand it at all.
I don't know him, he don't know me.
Argh~~~
Tutorials, this week.
Ytd,today,tmr no lessons. Monday too, public holiday.


Tuesday, went for movie, Gamer.
I found it not bad, maybe i like this type of movie. =)
But jingpei rate it not that good.
But is short, the ending quite rush.
Overall rating: 3.5/5

Oh, watch deja vu on Sunday, TV premier.
Quite confusing, but nice ending.
At least no one is dead.

Today, be a tour guide or tourist a day.
=( I'm tired now.
Though loiter around city hall area.
Firstly, went for movie, G-force 3D at MS.
My first 3D movie.
I've never watch 3D movie till today.
Haha. Not bad the movie. Funny parts here and there.
& haha. We were the only one in the whole theater to watch the movie,
but luckily is not. We still joke around that we booked the whole theater
cause we the first to went in and there no one!!!
I still ask the staff who pass me the glasses if we the only one, & she still answer me: YES!!! Haha.
But there more came in. However, a total of 7 including us were watching the movie. =)
Then we went to esplanade for some photo-taking sessions...
walk walk walk, take take take...
Merlion... Then back to MS for dinner.
Then we went to Suntec City, Raffles City...
& finally, back home.
Seriously my legs ache!!!
bet the same to him. Haha.
Feel so evil. Haha.

September going to end.=(
Sat, lingwei birthday, going her celebration.
=(
Figuring out what to wear to fit her theme, BLINK BLINK.
=_=
& tutorial, I have no idea what to do.
I'm so lazy, no motivation at all.
=(

"I believe the most apt phrase I can find to sum up my point of veiw towards you is: fuck you. "




the most sincere phrase

Footsteps In The Dark

I dance around this empty house
Screaming down the halls
Spinning all around
This used to be a funhouse
But now it's full of evil clowns
It's time to start the countdown
I'm gonna burn it down down down 9, 8, 7, 6 5 4, 3, 2, 1,
fun
Burn this f**ker down



幸福总在分手后开始

I’m still happy
even yet you still don’t know my heart
I should stop this and go
I really want to see the day
I’m withstanding the pain each day
“I love you” is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
I won’t be in your days
I won’t be remembered either
I’m making memories alone
Loving you is like having a beautiful wound
I look at your smile
but I cannot laugh with you
I’m thinking about you everyday
my heart is hurting in all these sad days
‘I want to see you’ is playing on my lips
alone once again, crying for you
never say goodbye
even though I cannot hold you like this
I need you, I cannot say anything more,
I want you
I keep on hoping too, I’ll keep hoping…

世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死
而是我就站在你面前你却不知道我有多爱你；
世界上最遥远的距离不是我就站在你前面你却不知道我有多爱你
而是明明知道彼此相爱却无法信任对方

Live undead

My world's nothing
But its always gonna come right back to this

I don't think I know


Evil, My words defy
Evil, Has no disguise
Evil, Will take your soul
Evil, My wrath unfolds

I need to leave the one I truly love not because for selfish reason but because I know things will get worse if i stay.

why pretend to smile?
why pretend to laugh?
why pretend to love?
why pretend to live?


busy...busy..BUSY!!!
phone=dead
I WANNA NEW PHONE.
computer=dead
I WANNA NEW COMPUTER
me=dead
I WANNA...

school going reopens...


Sometimes i just wish i can understand my feelings.

Dare to take up the challenge???

taken from my bro's friend blog.^^

不曾拥有过就不会有失去的痛苦

纪念我爱过你
往事很美我会踏着回忆的旋律
孤单单的跳到天亮
我不会慢慢慢慢忘记一段爱情
慌慌张张跟着世界旋转
麻麻烦烦天天胡思乱想我不会
我不要忙忙忙忙故意欺骗自己
平平凡凡忽略我的梦想
孤孤单单夜夜看着月亮办不到
为了爱情空转
拿走你的回忆
深呼吸练习忘了你别担心
我一定可以我相信爱有一种复原的能力
忘记你爱我的原因
明天起我不认识你
谢谢你离开我的世界吧

Sometimes goodbye is a second chance

This is my life
I like the feelin'
There was nothing in sight
& memories left abandoned...



Happi 21st Bday to
JINGYI

I get what I deserve???

Not Meant to Be HERE

It's never enough to say I'm sorry
It's never enough to say I care
It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do
It's killing me




I was in the wrong place at the wrong time
Everything is WRONG...

today 29july
im bored.
cooking for past 2 days for the sick boy.
and been staying at home.



27july
jeffrey down with flu,cough,fever.... blah blah...
7 days of MC. Shiok lo....
Hope it jus common flu.^^



26july
SM belated bday celebration
though is late, but hope she enjoy her 21st with us.
diy a board+ a necklace for her as present.
went to MOF @ AMK Hub for dinner.
the dessert= thumb up.i like it.
den crap around. took photos.
for photos, please check it at facebook.
den went to have dessert at level 2. a new outlet.
den crap again.
it's been a while since we had met up.



25july
Went to Ikea for lunch^^
sound quite stupid. going dere just to have lunch
but who cares. i like it.^^
took some photos yet not able to upload here.
some problems going on with my com. =(





thepastwillnotreturn
timewhichhasbegunmovingcannotbestopped
beforelong,thedreamwillmeltintonothingness
allthatwillremainistheemptyreality

EEEEE...

ps: dont blame me. saw it at my bro's blog. =)

人都是自私的，总是站在自己的角度看方向，怕自己得不到想要的，怕自己失去曾经拥有的...
而每个人也都不断地在学习，学习适应新的角度思考，因为得到必须要有勇气，拥有也必须负起责任...

When I'm at the end of the road, & I had lost all sense of control...

I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you





Da da da da da
I'm in ruins.

My computer was down.
Virus.
=(


Back from Malaysia=)
Is good to be back home. ^^
But Miss Mok did enjoy herself when in Malaysia.
Went to shopping, climb hill( half the hill though)...
Seriously, was very tiring to climb cause it was steep and was mud road...
& was scary!!! ><

half of the hill

the trail

A noodle stall...
Had a bowl of noodle before we climb the hill.

Unemploy, so packing and clearing my stuff. My collection of neo-prints (only some) ^^

Went to Central, Clarke Quay with Kimmi6s. Taking photos of the night scenery. ^^Chatting about Super Junior!!! Mad about them especially Eeteuk & Kangin. MY FAVOURITE.

When everything was falling apart...

final farewell
saying the last goodbye



dear aunt,
you had left us to be in a better place...
we love you, always...

the final day

RIP

What happens when you run out of time to find the one you love?

You can laugh and joke on the way
and choose not to accept that reality is real
but when you see the graveyard gates standing open
and you feel it pass under your feet
there's no pretending after that...



is a little death makes life more meaningful???

NOW!!!
Unemployed!!!
=(




Family is forever

Happi Father's Day. I love you.

Happi Father's Day to all the Daddy!!!

To my dearest Daddy,
love you lots & lots.
Thanks for always be with me.
Thanks for driving me all around.
Thanks for being my listening ear.
Thanks for many many things.
You're the best.
Happy Fathers Day!^^





also Happi 21st Bday to Hui Yi.







I'm dancing in the rain
For some reason
I know it just won't last
But it's a nice cover

Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out.

I'm falling in and out of life



I'm running because I can, because I must.

it went way beyond pretend

kinda lazi to update my blog.
addicted to my farm town. ^^
hehe.

k, went to topone on friday.
sing,sang,sung. ^^
den shopping at bugis street.
felt so left out, everything changed.
eeeeee....

my family went to malaysia, leaving me alone.
mei mei's 21st birthday celebration.
butttttt......
erm....
daddy being toooooo concerned.
haha. he asked my uncle to fetch me home when im just opposite my flat.
sometimes, just feel so funny. hehe.

& i got someone to sleep with me while my family is not in.
oooooooo.....
lucky. ^^ at least im not lonely.
"thank you"

thought of going in malaysia next month,
maybe to K.L.
^^ i wanna shop. haha.








watching super junior mini drama. ^^



You can't get mad at someone because of how they feel, if they hurt you, say it's fine, then turn around and "who cares"

when someone you know becomes someone you knew

I never changed, i just stopped being happy

results are out...

Deal with it.

ARHG!!!

Ms Mok regretted!!!
She wants the heels!!!
Damn it. She just missed the chance.

Went to Changi Village yesterday for lunch.
beef noodles then...
Clarke Quay, Liang Court for dinner.
Whaha\(^^)/
All are treats from somebody.
So happy, cause currently Ms Mok is very very poor.
So any treats, please call me. ^^

Addicted to face book, farm town, anyone who is playing, please give me jobs.
Whaha. ^^
Desperate for $$$$$$$.

Ms Mok= $_$

To lose one is to gain another

Yet another day...another 24 hours of hell

命中注定的？


Whaha...
MS MOK LOST EVERYONE CONTACTS NO.!!!
due to her phone committing suicide.
so don't blame her, if she ask who you are.

sounded so stupid. the stupid phone. stupid everything.
unhappy. all the friends contact no.
sobsob. (>.<)
going to change the phone if possible.

unpleasant happened.
shit it. i just hate it.
why is always like this...
ARHHHHH....


As The Old Tears Begin To Dry, The New One Starts To Form.

You can say all you want to say but in the end, it means nothing

feel all you want, but show nothing.
the more you show, the more you lose.

Singapore Flyer!!!

Singapore Flyer, Singapore Flyer, Singapore Flyer...
La...la...la
Ms Mok finally took a ride of the Singapore Flyer!!!
Seriously, she was afraid of height, as you all know ah... Acrophobia.
But lucky her, Ms Ho was there comforting her, chatting with her, lenting her mp3.
A big thanks to Ms Ho.
Conclusion: 踩在地上的感觉真棒!!!
This shows that Ms Mok is a 脚踏实地的人. LMAO.
Dinner at Popeye's Chicken & Biscuits (Singapore Flyer).
Thumb up for their fries and mashed potato. TRY IT!!!

Ms Mok is going to watch Super Junior E.H.B. Byeeeee....





Sometimes the things you don't say hurt more than the things you do

I wish you would never leave me, I wish you would stay, I wish you would love me the same, I wish for you, to be mine.

端午節要来了喔

Currently, Ms Mok is quite bz...
Cos she is 包-ing 粽子wor...
Is her first time "playing" them.
But is a success bah. =X
Okay la... At least Ms Mok 包 about 20++. ^^


Ohya, Ms Mok went out yesterday with Ms Ho to town. It had been quite a while since they last went. $$$$$$ Ms Mok did spent money like water. Hoho...
& a big thanks to Ms Ho, Ms Mok just love Super Junior E.H.B. Is hilarious. Haha.
Anyone who is free and want a big big laugh, maybe you can check it out at youtube.
I WANT JOB!!! anyone intro???


Ms Mok: " Do Not Give Up without Trying "

Happy First (Month) Birthday

Happy First (Month) Birthday,
To Miss Mok's niece, Eileen. ^^
Isn't she sweet...

Miss Mok off to read her manga le... Tata. (^^)

I'm the one that has to die when its my time to die. So why should I let anyone else tell me how to live?

Have you ever felt like the world is crashing down on you
and the only way to escape it is by death?
What are we living for if we are destin to die?

This world will never be what I expected. And if I don't belong, it'll be alright.

Each day's a gift and not a given right
What's worth the price is always worth the fight
Every second counts 'cause there's no second try
So live like you're never living twice
Don't take the free ride in your own life

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?
And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of?
Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?
You know it's never too late to shoot for the stars
Regardless of who you are
So do whatever it takes
'Cause you can't rewind a moment in this life
Let nothing stand in your way
'Cause the hands of time are never on your side
If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?

1,2,3,4 [ there's only one thing two do three words four you. i love you.]

Sometimes goodbye is a second chance...

Listening to the song we used to,
Do you remember?
It's playing on repeat,
Just like when we would meet...

I can be so mean when i wanna be,
I am capable of realy anything,
I could cut you into peices,

But my heart is, broken.

Please dont leave me.
I always say how i dont need you,
But its always gonna come right back to this,
Please dont leave me.

Why do you do this to me? Why do you do this so easily? You make it hard to smile because you make it hard to breathe.

I can almost see it.
That dream I'm dreaming, but
There's a voice inside my head saying
You'll never reach it
Every step I'm taking
Every move I make
Feels lost with no direction,
My faith is shaking...

There's a little truth behind every 'just kidding', knowledge behind every 'I don't know', and a little emotion behind every 'I don't care'.

I'm just going to lay here and watch as the world slowly fades from my mind.
Leaving reality, but not leaving behind.

Sometimes what hurts, heals and what heals, hurts..

i made you

The Sound Of Madness

Happen to find this website. Very interesting.

http://deathclock.com/

Have you wonder how long can you live?

Just like the hourglass of the Net,

the Death Clock will remind you just how short life is.

Just drop by if you are interested.

& END OF EXAM

three down.

Now:

looking for jobs.

slimming down projects.

tons of nonsense things to do...

Some photos of past events:

Happy Birthday to Daddy and Happy mothers' day.

Me & Daddy.

With Charlene's cousins. Kawaii ^^

Charlene's 21st Birthday Celebration.

EXAM PERIOD

one down

17again. =)

i <3 daddy, mummy & boiboi & everyone

Mummy finally back from her holiday.
Happy =) what she bought for me. =)
& Jeff finally went for his medical checkup...
Haha. pes B= underweight.
Haha. Gotta stuff him with food now.
Just dun get. He go for fastfood almost everyday.
& yet so skinny.Isn't fair. Hmph~~~

Projects now... Ta ta~~~

All the best.

& good luck for your upcoming examination, my friend. Jia you.

We can do it!!!

Happiness in the mid of unhappiness

Even though I'm shattered that doesn't mean I'm broken.


Love is a lie with a purpose.

Sometimes, right in the middle of an ordinary life, love gives us a fairytale.

Sometimes I just have those days
Sometimes I just wanna stay quiet
Sometimes I dont wanna talk all the timeS
ometimes Im cranky in the morning
Sometimes I get mad for no apparant reason
Sometimes Im not myself

Sometimes I wish it wasn't so hard to live...

It's like im lost. What went wrong?

I've been told
Whats done is done
To let it go
And carry on
And deep inside
I know that's true
I'm stuck in time
I'm stuck on you
We were still untouchable
Wake up, wake up, wake up
Cause I'm only dreaming
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my head now
Because we're much better

but i still can't let go

Sentosa =)

Delicious Gakuin

After being kidnapped and being taken to a cooking school told they must enroll, a group of boys deal with learning tons of recipes while also focusing on thoughts of love, friends, and intentions.

http://www.mysoju.com/delicious-gakuin

when you trully in love with someone you just can't let him go that easily even if your with your new...

How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the water's I will test
He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned

I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
And take me away
No more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

whether I'm happy or not

I hate people that remind me of myself

People are people and sometimes it doesn't work out. Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out.

你品尝过想念一个人的滋味吗？
那是一种打从心底的渴望与企盼，恨不得他就在自己身旁。
我有，且辗转难眠， 寝食难安。

你领受过想念一个人的感觉吗？
那是一种度日如年，饱受煎熬的酸楚与无助，还有恐慌。
我有，且热烈思念，及欲疯狂。

Holiday DIY Slippers

Guess what this???

Ans: Holiday DIY Slippers, believe it anot!!!

Instructions:

• four maxi pads to make a pair.
• Two of them get laid out flat, for the foot part.
• The other two wrap around the toe area to form the top.
• Tape or glue each side of the top pieces to the bottom of the foot part.
• Decorate the tops with whatever you desire, silk flowers (this is most aesthetically appealing), etc.

These are the benefits of these slippers:

• Soft and Hygienic
• Non-slip grip strips on the soles
• Built in deodorant feature keeps feet smelling fresh–
• No more bending over to mop up spill
• Disposable and biodegradable
• Environmentally safe
• 3 convenient sizes: (1) Regular (2) Light and (3) Get out the Sand Bags

Taken from: http://diygiving.com/

ps: do you dare to wear???

别再为他流泪

你走了太久一定很累
他错了不该你来面对
离开他就好就算了心情很干脆
他其实没有那么绝对
远一点你就看出真伪
离开他不等于你的世界会崩溃
转个弯你还能飞
就别再为他流泪
别再让他操控你的伤悲
就算有一点愚昧一点点后悔
也不要太狼狈
他不值得你的泪
把那遗憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以后为自己醉
以后管他是谁
每段感情都非常珍贵
他的好你就放在心扉
记得有个人曾让你那样的心醉
你笑了照亮夜幕的黑
什么梦都不比你的美
多少年以后想起他还有些体会
那些你已无所谓




世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死
而是我就站在你面前
你却不知道我爱你

Innocent Love

An arson took it all away from Akiyama Kanon seven years ago. Her parents died in that fire, her brother was arrested as the prime suspect and her carefree life disappeared from that instant. She was shunned by the town as the sister of a murderer, yet she believes in her brother's innocence and often pays him visits with words of encouragement. As life gets harder when nobody is willing to give her a job, Kanon decides to try her luck in the city and there she meets the man of her destiny...

http://www.mysoju.com/innocent-love/

沒有如果

It's easy for someone to break your heart.
But, breaking someone else's heart is even easier....

"Hey take care k even though i hardly sms or call u but still thinkin of u yup" ...
imlost.idon'twantthingtogothisway.

Shigeshoshi

Title: 死化粧師
Title (romaji): Shigeshoshi
Also known as: The Embalmer
Genre: Psychological, suspense
Episodes: 12
WARNING: Because of the nudity presented in these episodes, the drama may not be suitable for some viewers.

Reality isnt my friend.Nor is light, or people, or life.

Is this what life's really about?
Is there any hope for me?
There's just nothing left of me.
It's all tattered and torn.
Torn by horrible feelings.
Feelings that shouldn't exist,
because they are too real,
almost like pain..


Wants to play a love game?
Let's have some fun...
Are you in the game?

Don't Waste Your Time On People That Don't Make You Feel Alive

爱，给我玩


Happiness is a creation of oneself, sometimes you need help to find it...

It's beautiful...

美美，贝贝，饱饱，茅茅 ~~~一起玩。

There Are No Answers Just Way More Questions.

I want someone to talk to, im sick of the people in my head.
I Take 1 Step Foward...
& I take 3 Steps Back...

You're weird if you're normal and normal if you're weird!

No way!!!

Im so sick of people.

Is is so hard trying to understand people.

Just don't understand these Two-Faced Talker.

Reality is but a cruel fate

Damn it, Im so vexed, so pissed.
Say NO!!!! to sony ericsson phones!!!
Just got back my phone from the service center.
& problem, it doesn't read my memory card.
Ass hole.
So what im going to do?
Go back again???
Feel so suck. Wasting my time, my money.
Feel like vomitting all the profanities i know.

& previous that, been waiting more than a week for their personnels to call for collection.
Since there is no sign of movement from them,
so i ask my mummy to call...
so...
WOW!!! So fascinated by their service.
No people answering the calls
& still ask me to email them with regards to my job status.

Pls loh, if you are serving those who are not IT savvy like my mummy,
what the hell!
Do you think she know how to turn on the computer???!!!
Ass!!!

So no more sony ericsson for me. ( & also my friends who are on the same stand as me)
too many problems= headache and more headache.

& also my school project, family...
sometimes, won't it be great if you don't care,
but is there a possibility???



Sometimes I wonder how much strength do I really have? How much can I really handle before I break down and never return?

Speak when you are angry--and you will make the best speech you'll ever regret.

anger is a force that can never die
anger is a force that lies deep within us
anger is the force that can change a man life
anger is the force that can create a kill
anger is the force that can ruin your life
anger is anger
anger makes you scream
anger makes you hate
anger makes you mad



Never forget what a man says to you when he is angry.

Your happiness isnt worth my tears

Missing someone isn't about how long it's been since you have last seen them
or the amount of time it has been since you last talked.
It's about that very moment when you are doing something
and you wish that they were right there with you.


Don't be a victim...Be a survivor.

Looking for myself

Been feeling lost
Cant find the words to say
Spendin' all my time stuck in yesterday
Where you are is where I wanna be

That's not the way I want my story to end

After all, it's easy to get over you cause i didnt fall too deep. did i???

I HATE FEB!!!








14 th Feb


Happy Valentines' Day!

What boyboy got on his V's day.

Omg. He do has a bunch of good friends. They are so sweet.

15th Feb

Grandma's Birthday

Malaysia

a sweet sweet family photo.

Grandma cutting her 2 cakes. Ice-cream & chocolate heaven cake.

Yum yum. \(^_^)/

Family photo (n_n)

Lastly... a photo of boyboy to end off.

He just sooo cute. Whahahah. (^.^) Tata~~

You are a part of my dreams, but i wasn't even a part of your world.

What am i longing for???

我的帅管家

我的帅管家 (Jap)

About : 大家好！我是东云芽，和经营面馆的父母三人在有点像乡下一样的小镇上生活着。可是有一天，父母遭遇事故的噩耗传来。失去父母的我呆然若失，柴田的爷爷就劝我跟他们一起生活。孙子剑人也一边说着讨厌的话，一边说这样更好。这时出现的是理人先生。他称我为小姐，并说自己是我的管家。从这个时候起，我激动的日子就开始了……

highly recommend. Nice nice.

"Can you see the pain my eyes secretly hide?..."

Every flying bird has a place it calls home
No matter what happens, family comes first
So please...



I attempted to find this thing called 'happiness' but it just became another thing I failed at.


iprayeverythingwillbeokay.

I won't be held down by who I use to be, she's nothing to me

Please just go die in a hole, it will make life better for everyone!

Reality can be like the dark side of the moon

Be you...not what others want you to be. So what if im like this. Who cares?
Lalala, has the fun begin???
Just enjoy. \m/ >_< \m/

Crying Myself To Sleep

I'm drifting through the days,
crying myself to sleep.
Sadly, i've lost my way and i can't feel next to me.
Feeling so alone, wondering what i should do.
I don't know who i am,
don't know anything without ,
I feel so lost right now,
don't know who i should be.
I've been crying myself to sleep,
cause i can't feel next to me.



And all I want is for today to end and tomorrow to never come.

不哭，不代表你这辈子没有深深爱过！

日子过了许久
遇见那天…
还停留在那天
记得发生在哪年哪月
谁写给谁唱给谁听……
我的爱
曾经用了很多很多力气
却在经历了才明白
偶尔还是会想起你好不好
我想是时候了
不会再去提起其实我也很想他
究竟渴望些什么 心甘情愿 做你..

Boys Before Flowers aka Meteor Garden

Highly Recommend:
Boys Before Flowers
About:
Yeon Woo is an average girl whose family owns a dry-cleaning shop that is located near the luxurious and well-known Shin Hwa College. Yeon Woo meets the four most richest and spoiled boys when she delivers laundry to the school one day. The boys are known as the F4 and cause trouble to those who speak out against them.

Haha. Korea Version of Meteor Garden / Hana Yori Dango
YEAH!!! \(^^)/

link:http://www.mysoju.com/boys-before-flowers/

Happy NIUUUUU Year...

I think I know.

Lalala... Another week had gone.
Countdown to the end of my work & Chinese New Year.
Yea~~~
I want holidays!!! I want shopping!!!
Thought of buying Longchamp tote bag or guess... Should i???
Argh... Deciding... Shall flip a coin then (--)"

Interesting stuffs happened during work.
"Tube后" such a dots nick my colleagues gave me.
Haha. A funny & weird story behind this. LOL.
I sold a worth of SDG$59 of tubes to a, did i mention "a", YES, to A LADY.(O_O)
how long can you wear these tubes. But who knows, maybe she sells to others.
Haha.

Ohya, friday, I was on leave and went to Bugis for my new year shopping.
Haha. Went with Charlene. Damn it. Seems like she is enjoying her SIM life. I want it too.
Haha. (^^)

Anyway, ta ta~~ Going to sleep.
Tomorrow has a shopping date with Candy. (-.-)zzZ
More updates soon. (^^)

I ain't lookin' for attention,
I just want you
Let me be your addiction

Anotherdayanotherfakesmile

You whispered that you were getting tired,
Got a look in your eye,
Looks a lot like goodbye.
Hold on to your secrets tonight.
Don't want to know
I'm ok with this silence
It's truth that
I don't want to hear
You're hiding regret in your smile
There's a storm in your eyes that's been passing for awhile
Hold on to the past tense tonight
Don't say a word, I'm ok with the quiet.
The truth is gonna change everything.
So lie to me and tell me that it's gonna be alright
So lie to me and tell me that we'll make it through the night
I don't mind if you wait before you tear me apart
Look me in the eye,
Lie, lie, lie. Lie, lie, lie.
I know that there's no turning back.
If we put too much light on this we'll see through all the cracks.
Let's stay in the dark one more night.
Don't want to believe in this ending
Keep pretending
Tomorrow's all wrong if you walk away
Just stay
So lie to me and tell me that it's gonna be alright
So lie to me and tell me that we'll make it through the night




Is There People For A Reason Or A Reason For People

I'm 6 feet from the edge, And I'm thinkin, Maybe 6 feet ain't so far down.

Happy 2009 to all.

"I want to bury 6 feet under NOW."

Grant my wish.