inthisblu~blu~sky

happy lunar new year. 花心一家人 ^^

2012-01-29T11:53:00.000+08:00

日子一天天过，有些情绪还是会被抚平的。我不知道该如何回复我过的好与不好。

2012-01-29T11:49:00.000+08:00

有些东西一定会随时间而变质。
比如感情，比如感觉，这是成长的规律。
我们只能在不情愿中去接受。

这些日子以来
在你心中已经有了另一个女孩
我知道爱情不能勉强
但是我还是无法释怀

说不清楚内心的感觉

2012-01-17T22:47:00.000+08:00

只有经历了

才会懂得

一切发生的那么自然

错过太多的你，
一回头才发现，
你的身边已经不再需要我了。。。

Why don't you love me?

2012-01-08T22:57:00.000+08:00

Broken and bruised longing for you
And I don't know what I'm waiting for
Why don't you love me?

即使心痛，又能怎样。

2012-01-02T21:47:00.000+08:00

我不坚强，没有勇气忘掉你，
可笑，可悲，可叹，
其实我也不想把你忘记，
因为是你...
我一直都在原地等你
我在我们一起走过的地方流下眼泪
但我退出了你的世界，
你也消失在我的视野里
当时的我那么狠心，
现在又是怎么了？
后悔了吗？
但也许这样的的结局才是最好的
对你，对我都是最好的。。。

2011 going 2012

2011-12-26T21:50:00.001+08:00

can't believe that time passes so fast.
2011 is gonna end soon,
counting down...

这个世界上惟一可以永恒的东西，
不是时间，不是爱；
不是生命，不是恨；
不是伤口，不是痛；
不是回忆，不是泪。
惟一可以永恒的，只有那些曾经发生的过往。
因为发生过，所以不会再改变。

Forever & Always

2011-10-18T20:45:00.000+08:00

I'll always love you. Forever and always. Forever and always.

2011-10-16T22:38:00.002+08:00

A thousand & million thanks to my parents & my brother.
I LOVE YOU ALL.
xoxo

大喜事

2011-09-24T21:25:00.002+08:00

Tatt & Bobo 的大日子

伟昌和燕丽的大日子

表姐妹，表兄弟~~~

2011-09-11T22:17:00.001+08:00

总是需要时间来平复那难以释怀的释怀

2011-09-11T22:13:00.000+08:00

他们都说，真爱只有一次，不要错过。
而渐渐的，我懂了。
你爱他，那就是真爱。
你喜欢他，那是真爱。

受伤的心，总是会愈合的，它会留疤，也会淤血不化。
痛在肉体，疼在心里。
再难好的伤，也会有好的一天吗???

沉默，不代表自己没话说。
离开，不代表自己很潇洒。
快乐，不代表自己没伤心。
幸福，不代表自己没痛过。

累了，习惯假装坚强，习惯一个人面对所有，我不知道自己到底想怎么样...

2011-08-07T20:58:00.001+08:00

太靠近，也许会伤害彼此；有一些距离，反而会在记忆里留下最美的那一刻

爱情，放开它等于拥有它!

2011-08-02T21:45:00.000+08:00

爱情的味道是什么?
爱情的味道像氧气，你需要着、你呼吸着，却看不到它在哪里。

有人说氧气在风里，那风在哪里?
有人说风在树叶里，那摘一片树叶就等于拥有爱情了吗?
它停留在叶上，你摘了它，它却在下一秒，跟着另一阵风溜走，化为氧气……

爱情太过抽象，它像风拂过你心头，觉得好舒服；
却也会像冰雹般地下在心头，感到无比的刺痛。

每个人都渴望拥有爱情，没有了它，会呼吸困难、寂寞空虚、仰天长叹。
有了它，却又不知所措，仿佛立于云端，永远觉得不踏实，

爱情，放开它等于拥有它!

有一天，这些都会过去的

2011-07-31T21:37:00.000+08:00

No, I can't take one more step towards you
‘Cause all that's waiting is regret
You lost the love I loved the most
It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
There's no turning back from this point.

想你,不要忘了我有多么的爱你.
想你,所有一切都不重要
有一天
我這些微不足道的疑惑
也都會過去的

Say Hello To Goodbye

2011-07-03T21:52:00.000+08:00

I gave you everything I had
I can't hate you any longer
I know I'm going to miss you
Can I'll forget it and let it go?
Can I not go back again...

有的时候，两个人分开，
不是因为不爱了，
而是因为不知道该怎么爱了。
因为爱着，却找不到方法，
所以相爱也就变成了相互伤害。
别以为他会在原地等你，
也许你一个转身，
曾经相拥的人，
就成为了陌生人...

DADDY, YOU'RE THE BEST!!!

2011-06-19T20:53:00.002+08:00

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!

LOVE YOU ALWAYS...

xoxo

2011-06-08T21:34:00.000+08:00

爱情，其实像一道美食，每个人喜好不一，一口尝下，觉得好吃就是好吃，不需犹豫，也不必太多言语解释。有些人，终其一生偏好同一道美食，也有些人，无法安於同一种口味，总是太快腻了，又转为品尝另一种，更有些人，明明尝进口中的食物已经走了味，却还眷恋记忆中喜爱的味道，强迫自己吃下去。

感情的抉择，是没有正确答案的，这个味道，是你终其一生所追求的吗？
有没有坚持下去的价值？答案在你身上。问问你自己的心，真的就是这个人了吗？
认定了，就不必再犹豫...

我不知道为什么会这样……

2011-06-01T22:39:00.000+08:00

不同的故事有不一样的结局，就像不同的恋情会留下不同的回忆。唯一相同的，只有思念的味道。曾经爱过一个人，分别了之後，会淡忘了惊心动魄的过往、会淡忘了令你怦然心动的容颜，但那种淡淡的思念味道，的确是无法因时间流逝而磨灭的。你爱过他，这种感觉会永远留在你心底，也许不常记起，但并不表示不再存在。也许，偶然看见的一朵花、偶然听到的一句话，甚至偶然嗅到的一阵气息，都会让你忽然记起他，记起曾经幸福的过往。

曾经经历过的一切，你无须因为忘记了它们而哭泣，吸一口清晨的空气，你会发现，所有的过去，仍鲜活在你的每个呼吸问，从未失去。

Sometimes it lasts in love, But sometimes it hurts instead

2011-05-22T20:10:00.001+08:00

I think about it every night, and day

I wouldn't want to have it any other way

Only yesterday was the time of our live

Caught up in this moment
Caught up in your smile

And I don't want to mess this thing up
I don't want to push too far

You are just the one I've been waiting for my whole life

No I don't want to say goodnight
I know it's time to leave, but you'll be in my dreams.

Two paths that would not cross

You stole my heart
You left me feeling lost
I love you just the same

You're in my heart
It's true.

One day if I see you again
I just want to say this to you
"I love all the things that you do..."

maybe you shd just up!

2011-03-12T22:39:00.002+08:00

shit shit shit.

2011-03-12T22:35:00.001+08:00

on the verge of a breaking down

these days are harder than others.

damn. why can't you guys just divorce?

and it solves everything. I'm totally supportive of this.

is damn ass tiring, don't you know it.

is very irritating, vexing, annoying.

sooner or later, I'm gonna suffer from mental breakdown.

shit shit shit.

wish you were here

2011-03-06T21:54:00.001+08:00

hearmecry

2011-03-06T18:29:00.003+08:00

current situation: 不知所措

something happened. dad's health 亮起了红灯. (emmmm....橙灯吧.) the medical report is not very positive. & 不知是TTS怎样, 仅忽列了他的血小板. is too low. hence intend to 转去 GH. But is better to consult a few doctors before making the decision. So, we went to Gleneagles for to consult a specialist. & all the medical checkup, CT scan etc, 看了都担心.

希望你现在能在我身边...

2011-02-06T22:06:00.000+08:00

转眼间，一年又过了，回忆一下，各种心情-开心，难过，幸福，浪漫，伤感……一幕幕在眼前闪过，仿佛这一切就在昨天发生。

希望一切平平安安.

世上最凄绝的距离是两个人本来距离很远, 互不相识,
忽然有一天, 他们相识, 相爱, 距离变得很近。
然后有一天,不再相爱了, 本来很近的两个人, 变得很远, 甚至比以前更远。

everything is gonna be alright. alright.

2011-01-15T01:44:00.000+08:00

everything is gonna be alright. alright.

pray hard. everything is gonna be alright. yes, is gonna be alright.

好想好好爱你

2011-01-09T19:51:00.001+08:00

无论彼时还是此刻，爱情似乎都是那个最打动人心的话题。有人说，爱得越用力，就会越疼。太多的错过，太多的遗憾……种种无能为力，让人感觉到爱的伤痛，却依然义无反顾地去寻爱，那是怎样令人动容的一种勇气和坚持。痛苦亦可，幸福也罢，爱过，就好。

有些事，错过了就没办法重来；有些人，离开了就没办法再爱，当爱情已成往事，当爱人已成故人，我爱你的心还是没有办法停止下来。我爱你已经成为一种习惯，就像每天站在落地窗前凝望天空，沿着楼梯右侧一步一步下楼。

我不愿放弃
却要故意默默允许
我答应自己
爱你的心绝口不提
终究化作云淡风轻

想回到过去

2011-01-04T20:49:00.000+08:00

黑暗已在空中盘旋,
该往哪
我看不见
想回到过去
无法存活在真实的空间

曾经相爱，现在分开
曾经快乐，现在悲哀
曾经的曾经，依旧鲜活, 依旧诱人。

有些爱，越想抽离，却越更清晰，只剩下痛苦的距离，就算思念窒息，也没有办法忘记你...
回忆在拉扯，苦痛在折磨
记得要忘记忘记
我提醒自己
你已经是人海中的一个背影
我应该要有新的回忆
人无法决定会为谁动心, 但至少可以决定放不放弃

我承认, 我还是会爱着你
但我将永不再触碰这记忆

one year had passed

2010-12-27T19:13:00.000+08:00

one year had passed.
but it seems like just happened yesterday.
we miss you.

a photo from the past. we looked so happy at that moment.

2010-11-14T22:07:00.001+08:00

爱一个人需要缘份.

如果我们不分离,我不会发现最后还是最爱你...
无法把你忘了...
无法回到那天...
我多么想和你见一面,
看看你最近改变...
我一个人静静听着音乐, 偶尔想起你还是会掉眼泪...
我脑海中有属于你的旋律, 特别的好听.
这样爱过一个人是多幸福的事情 .

真的就是你吗?
还有可能吗?

Thoughts

2010-11-02T23:08:00.001+08:00

Its been a while since i update my blog.

... Life is just like this. What else can i said.

Living aimlessly. Looking for a right direction.

Blah blah blah.

Misses Jeffrey. Never see him for a week.

In fact, there is much to update. Just kinda lazy to write. Hohoho.

Sometimes in life, you will think how you value in someone's eye

But somehow when you know the fact, it doesn't feel good.

Heart-ache. In reality, it is cruel and make sure you don't trust anyone.

Have to keep this in mind. Yet again and again, it happened. Maybe, I'm the one having some problems. Haha.

Argh~~~~ Seriously hope that i can live in my own world without anyone. Just myself. It will be good. Haha. Bullshit. =)

Jeffrey is coming back this week. =)

有时候，真的觉得好累，好绝望.

不知道自己活着的意义是什么.

寂寞...是必然的了

2010-10-10T22:10:00.000+08:00

寂寞难耐

2010-10-04T21:19:00.000+08:00

大家对感情总是有所抱怨，寂寞像是一种人人都有的习惯...

爱情是最辛苦的等待，爱情是最遥远的未来

the reason why

2010-10-03T22:17:00.002+08:00

So tell me can this really work

2010-09-29T22:25:00.000+08:00

I know we're moving fast
We're running from the past
I'm holding on before it fades away

There's a reason why they say that we should give it time
But time is not enough

you gonna be back. miss you damn much.

2010-09-13T00:22:00.001+08:00

missing you, seriously...

3 weeks of training. & off to India.
Hope everything goes smoothly for you.
Is hard to send you off.
Missing you.

~Sometimes the memories are worth the pain~

2010-08-26T19:51:00.000+08:00

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot

And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open

错过的,永远是最美...

2010-08-16T14:48:00.001+08:00

恋爱

2010-08-08T12:30:00.003+08:00

原来,爱上一个人根本不可能有模糊的感觉,
那感觉是这么深刻且清楚,是极端的幸福与痛苦.
等待也是一种幸福.
思念也是一种幸福.
遇到不对的人,什么都不对,
遇到对人的,什么都对了.
这就是恋爱.

still love you

2010-08-06T22:49:00.002+08:00

Yes!!! It's over!!! I have finally graduated! =)

2010-08-05T16:34:00.005+08:00

End of my academic life. Another new chapter has began...

Yes. Finally, i have graduated.

However, is it a happy event? Even i don't know. Have no idea what i'm thinking at all.

Looking through past entries of my blog, many things have happened and changed.

Happy things, sad things, angry things, emo things...

Sometimes, just hope that time can turn back to where it first started.

To when i'm in primary school.

To when i'm in secondary school.

To when i'm in polytechnic.

To when i'm still with you.

To when i'm in love with you.

To when we have fun and laughter together.

To when we quarreled.

To when we still care for each others.

To when you are still here.

To when....

Is all left with regrets.

For many things that have happened.

Know that there's no way to turn back.

Dilemma

It's only when we truly know and understand that we have a limited time on earth -- and that we have no way of knowing when our time is up -- that we will begin to live each day to the fullest, as if it was the only one we had.

- Elisabeth Kubler-Ross

you have become someone, who matters to me

2010-07-27T23:01:00.000+08:00

Say what you need to say. Don't regret it.

2010-07-23T17:02:00.000+08:00

Sky of love

2010-07-18T22:56:00.003+08:00

if i could turn back time...
i would still want to meet you...
love you...

MrBrown Show Production: The Wave Song (With Lyric and Sing along)

2010-07-16T18:33:00.001+08:00

time is unkind. even though i do not want it to pass, time flows swiftly...

2010-07-13T13:18:00.002+08:00

everyone is flawed in someway, but what they create or are can still be lovely.

2010-07-11T14:27:00.003+08:00

A: "Do you like studying? I'm amazed you can understand these complex things."
B: "Not really... It's a way easier than people and stuff."
B: "There's always an answer. And it can be correct."
B: "You can't apply formulas or definitions on humans."

2010-07-08T16:55:00.000+08:00

爱情只是人类体内的催产素作祟...
命运只能说是机率很低的偶然...

Pleasure of love lasts but a moment, Pain of love lasts a lifetime

2010-07-01T21:22:00.001+08:00

A million words would not bring you back, I know because I tried, neither would a million tears, I know because I cried.

You never were and you never will be mine

2010-06-24T21:28:00.000+08:00

2010-06-09T13:22:00.001+08:00

命运不会主动放弃一个人，除非人先松开手。在真爱面前退缩，说好听是谦让，其实是懦弱。
好后悔，人生若能再重来……

2010-06-09T09:19:00.002+08:00

不管缓慢还是匆忙世界都一样
每当听见时钟滴答不停往前走
忽然发现熟悉街景又换了脸庞
爱被时间化上新妆模糊了模样
想起你时有风轻轻扬
把你吹向更远的地方

那是无尽透明的思念
轻薄像空气渗透进我的心
每次呼吸也许都是叹息
却更像在呼唤你

朋友一生一起走
那些日子不再有
忘忧草忘了就好

2010-05-27T13:25:00.000+08:00

希望与失望就像轮回交替,在每个人的身上来去聚散.
阳光不会永远停留给同一个人,偶来的阴霾需要勇气面对.

lostwhatmatteredmost

2010-05-20T20:48:00.000+08:00

inmydream

2010-05-19T12:00:00.002+08:00

2010-05-04T13:10:00.002+08:00

What do I do. I keep having a bad thoughts.
I'm sorry

I know that I can't be like this
If I say that it's a lie, a lie
Will my heart go back
Tears fall
I can't even look at you because I'm so sorry
My heart hurts
What do I say first
i can't think

Dootdooo Dootdootdoo Dootdooloo Dootdoot Dootdoo
bbamba bbambamba

You keep making me have bad thoughts
The heart that's forgetting you
Is not a good heart to me
It's such a bad heart
It's a bad heart. It's a bad heart
Our love will never go away.. never

Making me have bad thoughts
The heart that's forgetting you
Is not a good heart to me
It's such a bad heart
It's a bad heart. it's a bad heart
Erasing our love.. it's such a bad thought

I don't like farewells..
Just breaking up with you.. I don't like it even if i die

Kindly
Just think of me kindly
Warmly
If you just say one word
I have no other wish

Dootdooo Dootdootdoo Dootdooloo Dootdoot Dootdoo
bbamba bbambamba

You keep making me have bad thoughts
The heart that's forgetting you
Is not a good heart to me
It's such a bad heart
It's a bad heart. it's a bad heart
Our love will never go away.. Never

Making me have bad thoughts
The heart that's forgetting you
Is not a good heart to me
It's such a bad heart
It's a bad heart. It's a bad heart
Erasing our love.. it's such a bad thought

"What happens when he's your prince charming, but you're not his cinderella?"

2010-04-16T18:48:00.000+08:00

Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes... just be an illusion.

canweturnbacktheclock...

2010-04-08T17:38:00.002+08:00

Guy A: How did you know she was special?
Guy B: Is an answer really needed for this question? ...when I realized it, she was already special to me. She can't be compared with anyone else.

I got a feeling I'm not the only one
I still haven't found what I'm looking for
I feel I'm nothing in your eyes
It makes me feel like giving up
there's nothing more to say
Nothing but shattered dreams, shattered dreams
Feel like i could run away, run away
From this empty heart

2010-03-27T09:30:00.001+08:00

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
Standing on top of the edge it feels like it's going down
Everything stays in my mind feeling in a daze on the ground
Feels like it's gonna give life's to hard to live anymore

In the pain is there is healing
I may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten my way home
You said that I will, I'll be ok

不管人们怎么感叹时间的无情,时间永远不会等人...

2010-03-02T15:47:00.002+08:00

心若被伤了, 该怎么做才能让它痊愈呢?
心若被撕碎了, 要如何才能让它完好如初呢?

想笑! 笑自己的愚蠢!
可为什么止不住那如泉水般涌出的泪水呢?
讨厌, 讨厌!!!

from all the pain and turns into hope and moving on without forgetting

2010-02-27T21:40:00.000+08:00

The stars lean down to kiss you,
And I lie awake I miss you,
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'll send a postcard to you dear,
Cause I wish you were here.

I watch the night turn light blue,
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.

I'll find repose in new ways,
Though I haven't slept in two days,
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
But drenched in Vanilla twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.

As many times as I blink I'll think of you... tonight.
I'll think of you tonight.

When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I'll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won't forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here.

事事难以预料

2010-02-16T12:01:00.004+08:00

事事难以预料
是命中注定?
始终还是逃不过这关...

在这除夕,
明明就是合家团圆的日子,
你却离我们而去...

当我们回去的一路上
心里不知为何辛酸,难受...

年初一,
当烟花, 炮竹在黑暗的天空亮起
我们的心中各有种失落...

看着你们失落和哭红的双眼
我不知道如何安慰你们...
心里根不知道如何形容...

我们十个表姐弟...
少了你...
愿你安息吧...

no mood for Chinese New Year this year.

when the unexpected happened......

2010-02-13T12:51:00.000+08:00

2010-02-11T22:08:00.002+08:00

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
I hadn't told you then
I thought I loved you then

fated to pretend

Pontoon, Roulette, Blackjack, Baccarat =) Addicted.

2010-01-28T23:53:00.002+08:00

I keep on running?
I keep on hurting?
So deep inside
Where have all the good times gone?
I guess i thought you'd be here forever
But it is just another illusion i chose to create
You don't know what you got until it's gone
And i found out just a little too late
You're a hard habit to break
After all of these days
I'm still trying to shake it
But they say that it just takes time
Deep in the night it's just an endless flight
I can't get you out of my mind
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
It's only time that heals the pain

I'm just tired and bored with myself
Busy working, have not start my dissertation.
Please slap me, give me a push, anything.
Just make me do it!!!

2010-01-05T13:04:00.001+08:00

怕痛的人, 只要痛过一次,
就不会想再一次承受那种痛苦.
我不知道你是不是也是这种人?
把眼睛蒙住, 就以为可以什么都看不见,
但是, 现实并非如此的简单, 痛苦不会因为逃避就消失不见.

把眼睛张开, 你将会发现, 被你摒弃在外的并非只有痛苦而已,
还有很多的关心与爱。
有吗?

Loss of a Loved One

2009-12-30T21:33:00.002+08:00

Yes, it happening; it happened, and now we’re trying to figure out how life works, with a pivotal part of it gone.

we love you
we miss you

thank you

这是个秘密除了我之外, 无人知晓的秘密...

2009-12-23T22:12:00.001+08:00

如果不曾遇见你, 该有多好.
我常常这么想, 若是不曾与你相遇, 那么我就不会懂爱情的滋味.
这种滋味, 我不想品尝, 更不想去体会.
所以, 若是不曾认识你, 该有多好.
可是, 若是真的不认识你, 我是不是真的会开心许多呢?
我不知道, 这个答案我从不敢去探寻.
拒绝你, 抵抗你, 远离你... 是我唯一能做的.
是的, 我是个胆小鬼.
畏惧爱情的胆小鬼.

2009-12-15T21:00:00.001+08:00

夜里传来雨的声音
轻轻拨动心的旋律
情不自禁想起你
那些甜蜜的回忆
总是不小心就淋湿了我的眼睛
爱情需要一些呼吸
偶尔保持一点距离
回到朋友的关系
任你自由的来去
从此想念你只能放在我心里
你还爱我吗
一直好想问你这句话
却又怕听到你真实的回答
你还爱我吗
为何你总是不说话
眼看我为爱不爱挣扎
你爱我吗
好久没有你的消息
心里还惦记着你
在这冷冷的夜里
感觉那么的熟悉
好想再见你想听听你的声音
感情的路总让人好无助
我会学着面对独处
给深爱的你祝福

结果呢? 结果还不是这样?

2009-11-18T21:01:00.001+08:00

爱情是什么?
都是幻象虚空, 像易逝的流光一般, 一眨眼就变调了.
这个世界一点意思都没有, 到处充斥着欺骗, 虚假和多变.
人生有何趣味? 生命有何价值?
当你知道全世界都是个大谎言的时候, 存在又有什么意义?

2009-11-07T15:43:00.000+08:00

这个世界上既然没有 [如果] 的存在, 又何必去探究 [如果] 的结果.
爱情一旦错过对的时间, 留下的只有深深的遗憾.

也许只是因为害怕

2009-10-30T12:51:00.002+08:00

假装——己已经不在意孩提时代留下的伤痕, 假装自己一切都好, 假装自己灿烂的笑容下不曾潜藏一丝丝阴影.
可其实伤痕一直都在, 或许稍稍淡去了, 但偶尔抚上, 依旧痛得教人发慌.
大概是因为年纪愈长, 发现自己愈懂得假装, 也渐渐发现身边的朋友大如此.
如果每个长大的人, 心灵都是伤痕累累, 那么, 谁是那个在我心上留下伤口的人?
我又曾在谁的心上划下一道?那个人会痊愈吗?我会痊愈吗?
因为怕受伤, 于是不去爱, 于是拒绝爱我的人, 这样的我, 能得到幸福吗?
幸福会不会永远只是天上的星星?

因为, 我永远不敢尝试伸手去抓.

人生就是如此,充满了无法预料的变化.当碰到了,就只能乖乖接受,因为你根本反抗不了,也改变不了.那些别人一时兴起的行为,却足以让你的人生改变！

2009-10-27T21:44:00.003+08:00

Someone found the future
as a statue in a fountain at
Attention looking backward
In a bowl of water wishes with a blue songbird
on his shoulder who keeps singing over everything
Everything means nothing to me
I picked up the song
and found my picture in the paper
The reflection in the water shouted
"are you men still trying to salute
People from a time when he was
Everything he's supposed to be?"

Everything means nothing to me

是不甘？是不舍？还是不愿，寂寞，空虚？又或者是发神经。我不知道。

2009-10-15T22:04:00.001+08:00

爱情这东西，象个倔强的小孩，你越压抑，它就越反叛。
但我没有办法，只能将它封印起来。若是任由它发展，它会在我心里肆意妄为。

如果……一个人，能让你的爱从天堂掉入地狱，那，就是520..

Express yourself

2009-10-10T23:38:00.003+08:00

When life is a bitter pill to swallow
You gotta hold on to what you believe
Believe that the sun will shine tomorrow
This ain't about our living in a fantasy
This ain't about giving up or giving in
Can't escape
I just can't go on
It's already been too long
I don't like reality
It's way too clear to me

So sick and tired

come on~~~
i just hate assignment.
my head is in a blank.
2 more companies.
why can't everything goes smoothly...
relapse

words,words,words,

2009-09-27T00:19:00.002+08:00

i need more WORDS!!!
yes, more WORDS!!!

CRAP IT. I MEAN IT~~~

oh gosh~~

其实不过是一场遇见……

2009-09-25T17:12:00.000+08:00

何谓友情？也许朋友就是在回忆里也能让你感到喜悦的人吧。
就算失去了消息，就算永远也不会再见，至少还有记忆中嘴边的微笑。

bullshit!!!

nothing else matters

2009-09-22T21:42:00.002+08:00

怎么样才能让时间倒流
不要再让自己的眼泪流
一个人确实好难过
思念是一种痛
没有你叫我怎么活
身边充满诱惑
不坚定就容易犯错

我们的故事真难忘
太多的回忆和希望
不管它有多疯狂
我愿意一生收藏

tiramisu~~~

2009-09-18T23:10:00.001+08:00

据说在二次大战时,一位士兵要前往战场,
他的妻子在为他准备干粮当时物资匮乏取不出什么东西来,
结果他的妻子就将饼干、巧克力、酪等东西全都和在一起制成了一道甜品.
那道甜品就叫提拉米苏。
之后每次士兵在吃糕点的时候就会想起家乡的妻子。
提拉米苏在义大利文叫‘Tiramisu’原文有‘带我走’的涵义意
指带走的不只是甜品还有爱和幸福...

Enjoy The Silence

2009-09-17T21:51:00.003+08:00

K. finally my blog can function le.
Got several problems with uploading photos and video clips. =(

School reopens last week.
Having lectures of retail location.
=( Don't understand it at all.
I don't know him, he don't know me.
Argh~~~
Tutorials, this week.
Ytd,today,tmr no lessons. Monday too, public holiday.

Tuesday, went for movie, Gamer.
I found it not bad, maybe i like this type of movie. =)
But jingpei rate it not that good.
But is short, the ending quite rush.
Overall rating: 3.5/5

Oh, watch deja vu on Sunday, TV premier.
Quite confusing, but nice ending.
At least no one is dead.

Today, be a tour guide or tourist a day.
=( I'm tired now.
Though loiter around city hall area.
Firstly, went for movie, G-force 3D at MS.
My first 3D movie.
I've never watch 3D movie till today.
Haha. Not bad the movie. Funny parts here and there.
& haha. We were the only one in the whole theater to watch the movie,
but luckily is not. We still joke around that we booked the whole theater
cause we the first to went in and there no one!!!
I still ask the staff who pass me the glasses if we the only one, & she still answer me: YES!!! Haha.
But there more came in. However, a total of 7 including us were watching the movie. =)
Then we went to esplanade for some photo-taking sessions...
walk walk walk, take take take...
Merlion... Then back to MS for dinner.
Then we went to Suntec City, Raffles City...
& finally, back home.
Seriously my legs ache!!!
bet the same to him. Haha.
Feel so evil. Haha.

September going to end.=(
Sat, lingwei birthday, going her celebration.
=(
Figuring out what to wear to fit her theme, BLINK BLINK.
=_=
& tutorial, I have no idea what to do.
I'm so lazy, no motivation at all.
=(

2009-09-13T00:20:00.001+08:00

"I believe the most apt phrase I can find to sum up my point of veiw towards you is: fuck you. "

the most sincere phrase

Footsteps In The Dark

2009-09-10T22:39:00.001+08:00

I dance around this empty house
Screaming down the halls
Spinning all around
This used to be a funhouse
But now it's full of evil clowns
It's time to start the countdown
I'm gonna burn it down down down 9, 8, 7, 6 5 4, 3, 2, 1,
fun
Burn this f**ker down

幸福总在分手后开始

2009-09-07T23:19:00.002+08:00

I’m still happy
even yet you still don’t know my heart
I should stop this and go
I really want to see the day
I’m withstanding the pain each day
“I love you” is playing on my lips
Alone once again, crying for you
alone once again, missing for you
I won’t be in your days
I won’t be remembered either
I’m making memories alone
Loving you is like having a beautiful wound
I look at your smile
but I cannot laugh with you
I’m thinking about you everyday
my heart is hurting in all these sad days
‘I want to see you’ is playing on my lips
alone once again, crying for you
never say goodbye
even though I cannot hold you like this
I need you, I cannot say anything more,
I want you
I keep on hoping too, I’ll keep hoping…

2009-09-02T22:20:00.000+08:00

世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死
而是我就站在你面前你却不知道我有多爱你；
世界上最遥远的距离不是我就站在你前面你却不知道我有多爱你
而是明明知道彼此相爱却无法信任对方

2009-09-01T21:32:00.000+08:00

Live undead

2009-08-26T00:20:00.003+08:00

My world's nothing
But its always gonna come right back to this

I don't think I know

Evil, My words defy
Evil, Has no disguise
Evil, Will take your soul
Evil, My wrath unfolds

I need to leave the one I truly love not because for selfish reason but because I know things will get worse if i stay.

2009-08-18T00:40:00.005+08:00

why pretend to smile?
why pretend to laugh?
why pretend to love?
why pretend to live?

busy...busy..BUSY!!!
phone=dead
I WANNA NEW PHONE.
computer=dead
I WANNA NEW COMPUTER
me=dead
I WANNA...

school going reopens...

Sometimes i just wish i can understand my feelings.

Dare to take up the challenge???

2009-08-11T18:04:00.001+08:00

taken from my bro's friend blog.^^

不曾拥有过就不会有失去的痛苦

2009-08-09T12:49:00.004+08:00

纪念我爱过你
往事很美我会踏着回忆的旋律
孤单单的跳到天亮
我不会慢慢慢慢忘记一段爱情
慌慌张张跟着世界旋转
麻麻烦烦天天胡思乱想我不会
我不要忙忙忙忙故意欺骗自己
平平凡凡忽略我的梦想
孤孤单单夜夜看着月亮办不到
为了爱情空转
拿走你的回忆
深呼吸练习忘了你别担心
我一定可以我相信爱有一种复原的能力
忘记你爱我的原因
明天起我不认识你
谢谢你离开我的世界吧

Sometimes goodbye is a second chance

2009-08-06T00:58:00.004+08:00

This is my life
I like the feelin'
There was nothing in sight
& memories left abandoned...

Happi 21st Bday to
JINGYI

I get what I deserve???

Not Meant to Be HERE

2009-08-02T20:06:00.000+08:00

It's never enough to say I'm sorry
It's never enough to say I care
It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do
It's killing me

I was in the wrong place at the wrong time
Everything is WRONG...

2009-07-29T16:53:00.002+08:00

today 29july
im bored.
cooking for past 2 days for the sick boy.
and been staying at home.

27july
jeffrey down with flu,cough,fever.... blah blah...
7 days of MC. Shiok lo....
Hope it jus common flu.^^

26july
SM belated bday celebration
though is late, but hope she enjoy her 21st with us.
diy a board+ a necklace for her as present.
went to MOF @ AMK Hub for dinner.
the dessert= thumb up.i like it.
den crap around. took photos.
for photos, please check it at facebook.
den went to have dessert at level 2. a new outlet.
den crap again.
it's been a while since we had met up.

25july
Went to Ikea for lunch^^
sound quite stupid. going dere just to have lunch
but who cares. i like it.^^
took some photos yet not able to upload here.
some problems going on with my com. =(

thepastwillnotreturn
timewhichhasbegunmovingcannotbestopped
beforelong,thedreamwillmeltintonothingness
allthatwillremainistheemptyreality

EEEEE...

2009-07-23T20:14:00.001+08:00

ps: dont blame me. saw it at my bro's blog. =)

2009-07-22T22:38:00.000+08:00

人都是自私的，总是站在自己的角度看方向，怕自己得不到想要的，怕自己失去曾经拥有的...
而每个人也都不断地在学习，学习适应新的角度思考，因为得到必须要有勇气，拥有也必须负起责任...

When I'm at the end of the road, & I had lost all sense of control...

2009-07-19T20:48:00.002+08:00

I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you

Da da da da da
I'm in ruins.

2009-07-17T09:16:00.014+08:00

My computer was down.
Virus.
=(

Back from Malaysia=)
Is good to be back home. ^^
But Miss Mok did enjoy herself when in Malaysia.
Went to shopping, climb hill( half the hill though)...
Seriously, was very tiring to climb cause it was steep and was mud road...
& was scary!!! ><

half of the hill

the trail

A noodle stall...
Had a bowl of noodle before we climb the hill.

Unemploy, so packing and clearing my stuff. My collection of neo-prints (only some) ^^

Went to Central, Clarke Quay with Kimmi6s. Taking photos of the night scenery. ^^Chatting about Super Junior!!! Mad about them especially Eeteuk & Kangin. MY FAVOURITE.

When everything was falling apart...

2009-07-08T01:07:00.004+08:00

final farewell
saying the last goodbye

dear aunt,
you had left us to be in a better place...
we love you, always...

the final day

2009-07-04T22:53:00.003+08:00

RIP

What happens when you run out of time to find the one you love?

2009-07-02T19:45:00.001+08:00

You can laugh and joke on the way
and choose not to accept that reality is real
but when you see the graveyard gates standing open
and you feel it pass under your feet
there's no pretending after that...

is a little death makes life more meaningful???

2009-07-01T21:01:00.002+08:00

NOW!!!
Unemployed!!!
=(

Family is forever

Happi Father's Day. I love you.

2009-06-21T23:11:00.002+08:00

Happi Father's Day to all the Daddy!!!

To my dearest Daddy,
love you lots & lots.
Thanks for always be with me.
Thanks for driving me all around.
Thanks for being my listening ear.
Thanks for many many things.
You're the best.
Happy Fathers Day!^^

also Happi 21st Bday to Hui Yi.

I'm dancing in the rain
For some reason
I know it just won't last
But it's a nice cover

inthisblu~blu~sky

happy lunar new year. 花心一家人 ^^

日子一天天过，有些情绪还是会被抚平的。 我不知道该如何回复我过的好与不好。

说不清楚内心的感觉

Why don't you love me?

即使心痛，又能怎样。

2011 going 2012

Forever & Always

大喜事

表姐妹，表兄弟~~~

总是需要时间来平复那难以释怀的释怀

爱情，放开它等于拥有它!

有一天，这些都会过去的

Say Hello To Goodbye

DADDY, YOU'RE THE BEST!!!

我不知道为什么会这样……

Sometimes it lasts in love, But sometimes it hurts instead

maybe you shd just up!

shit shit shit.

wish you were here

hearmecry

everything is gonna be alright. alright.

好想好好爱你

想回到过去

one year had passed

Thoughts

寂寞...是必然的了

寂寞难耐

the reason why

So tell me can this really work

错过的,永远是最美...

恋爱

still love you

Yes!!! It's over!!! I have finally graduated! =)

Dilemma

you have become someone, who matters to me

Say what you need to say. Don't regret it.

Sky of love

MrBrown Show Production: The Wave Song (With Lyric and Sing along)

time is unkind. even though i do not want it to pass, time flows swiftly...

Pleasure of love lasts but a moment, Pain of love lasts a lifetime

lostwhatmatteredmost

inmydream

"What happens when he's your prince charming, but you're not his cinderella?"

canweturnbacktheclock...

不管人们怎么感叹时间的无情,时间永远不会等人...

from all the pain and turns into hope and moving on without forgetting

事事难以预料

when the unexpected happened......

Pontoon, Roulette, Blackjack, Baccarat =) Addicted.

Loss of a Loved One

这是个秘密除了我之外, 无人知晓的秘密...

结果呢? 结果还不是这样?

也许只是因为害怕

人生就是如此,充满了无法预料的变化.当碰到了,就只能乖乖接受,因为你根本反抗不了,也改变不了.那些别人一时兴起的行为,却足以让你的人生改变！

是不甘？是不舍？还是不愿，寂寞，空虚？又或者是发神经。我不知道。

Express yourself

words,words,words,

nothing else matters

tiramisu~~~

Enjoy The Silence

Footsteps In The Dark

Live undead

I need to leave the one I truly love not because for selfish reason but because I know things will get worse if i stay.

Dare to take up the challenge???

不曾拥有过就不会有失去的痛苦

Sometimes goodbye is a second chance

Not Meant to Be HERE

EEEEE...

When I'm at the end of the road, & I had lost all sense of control...

the final day

What happens when you run out of time to find the one you love?

Happi Father's Day. I love you.

日子一天天过，有些情绪还是会被抚平的。我不知道该如何回复我过的好与不好。